sadistic-baka

The sadness, lonelyness, and darkness feeling that I\'m all alone scared to talk, for they might not listen Deep inside I always cry but on the outside no one can tell, for I hide it so well That one thought that\'s all it took there I was-- ALL ALONE ready to go... \"where?\", I don\'t know I just want to leave and make my loved ones sad for all my pain is over with but their\'s has just begun. I love everyone so dear but all the pain has covered up the love Before I go, I say my last good-byes knowing it is the last, but they don\'t have a clue that it would be the last time they would see my smile, hear my laugh, or

I hate you. I love you. I don\'t know anymore You treat me so nice, like anybody else. Then you treat me like shit, like a worthless piece of crap. I like you. I dislike you. You treat me like nothing, you treat me like everything. I want you, I don\'t want you. I want to get away from you, run free and live my own life. Then again I can\'t go away, you mean the world to me. Without you I am nothing. With you I\'m also nothing. In other words... I am nothing. You\'re strong. I\'m weak. You push me around and I\'m afraid. When you put your hand in my cheek I don\'t know if you\'re going to kiss me or slap me. I care for you. I dispise

The Silence, Here After Death and desctruction The downfall of mankind Civilization mutters its last words Then silence, here after It numbs the senses and breaks the fences We got trouble, we got shit No time to play, because we've hell to pay I've got nowhere to go My life is nothing Nothing is my life But we can all agree that it is the end that I see And feel it, I can The toilet backwashes and I am swimming in shit I suck it in, hard It chokes up my senses Breaks my defenses We got trouble, we got shit No time to play, because we've hell to pay The death, The destruction, The downfall Civilization mutters its last wo